Well, folks....I have to admit that right now I have been hit with a brick of insecurity. It may have to do with Jane and I trying to record some songs together to make an "album" -- all of a sudden I feel very uncertain of myself and what I'm doing with music. It's not that I'm going to try to make money off of this. The idea is to make something I can give to family and friends as a Christmas gift. However, it's bringing up all kinds of doubts. Perhaps in my heart I do dream to be good enough of an artist that people will want to listen to my music who don't even know me. I'm so very shy when it comes to actually performing in front of people though -- even good friends sometimes. I feel it is one of those areas in my life God still is working on in me.
God, may Your kingdom come and You will be done in my life here. As I sang: I can't do anything without you. I can't do good on my own. It's true.
Please restore my confidence and let it be by your Grace.
All those who read this: I appreciate your prayers in this as well. Thanks.
